I haven't tasted your lips
since the spring came and
stole my heart away.
And your laughter hasn't been felt
since you found it in someone else.
I'd like to hear your heart beating
under the lights of the morning sky.
Every whisper would make this world of mine complete.
If you would just bring back the spring,
let me steal you heart away.©

i wanted to write you one perfect song to make
you cry in your sleep. kind of like, a soundtrack for
your dreams, to let you know i'm watching and making
sure it turns out alright. i guess i wanted to make you
feel something. i wanted to make you feel everything



Remember when people got to know you
before they judged you? - yeah me neither



who is this girl? [oh, it's me]
she's driving in the rain, and she's listening
to songs that she knows will bring her pain.


save me from my iniquities, i wish if only you could
see, i'm trying here and i just can't breathe. these empty
promises make me believe everything that i see


there are some memories that we will
carry with us for the rest` of our lives
and some things that we choose to forget
but when' we look back at those experiences,
we'll see our friends ... the ones who got us
through everything and we'll realize how lucky
we are to have them .


stars fall from the sky when you walk by


The Key To individuality Is To Get rid Of That
" i`m afraid of looking stupid" line of thought..


* I guess that it's typical to cling to memories
you will never get back again & to sort through old
photographs of times long ago; or an o l d f r i e n d..
i used to know


PRETTY GiRL STOP KILLING YOURSELF.

Your smile could light up the sun;
And my tears could drown the ocean


.& as i look in the mirror,
the girl i see? she isn't me.
i stare in disgust at who i've
become. this is not what i
wanted. this is not what i planned.
things couldn't be any more wrong.


it`s not that i`m mad at youu
I just wished and hoped so hard
that youu could be the one thing
I could truly count on, so now,
i`m takin my time & i`m gonna be fine
as soon as I get your pictures outta my mind.



& so tonight, i put on the sad songs,
plug in the headphones, & crank up the volume,
just so i can drain the night away.


everyone has a photographic memory, some just dont have the film. =)


&& I bet that everyone thinks Im a drama queen
because Im always upset about something
but if they knew everything and all the secrets and pain that I hide they would see how strong I really am


speak to me
tell me something so typical
a lullaby or something miserable
that will keep me up at night


it's like you get homesick .. for a
place that doesnt exist.


I lay there upon my blankets, and in the still
of the darkness, I picture you and wonder where you are,
what you're doing right now, and wishing whatever it is,
I could be a part of it. And in a matter of seconds, just as
quickly as the thought came, the silence breaks as I begin to cry.



I cant promise you perfection, because thats not who I am. I cant promise you forever, because I dont hold fate in my hands. I cant promise you the sunshine, because there will always be rain. I cant promise you complete happiness, because with true love there comes pain. I cant promise you I'll always smile, because life always finds a way to make me cry. I cant promise you I'll stay strong, because its not easy to want to give life another try.


Dont tell me you understand until you cry your self to sleep every night ; until you wish it all would just end
dont tell me to understand until you know how it feels
to always be peoples second third and fourth choice.


i still cry alone in my room. i stare in the mirror
and try to understand how i got this way. i wipe
my eyes and put on my make-up .. just so
nobody will ever know.


i can't believe how much i love the rain.


some people put up walls, not to keep people out.
but to see, who tries to break them down.


moving on is simple..
its what we leave behind that's hard.

hey kids i know its been like a month but i dont really like updating that much..sorry..lol. anyways im at kaylas house :) that makes em happy. lol anyway this weekend was the lock-in. most amazing time ever!! lol uhm..yea this would be longer but kayla needs the computer to finish what shes doin.. i kinda stole it from her..lol okay i g2g love you all!!

xxoo